As light gets shrouded
And silence veiled
As dark gets brighter
And wind has failed
We walked in shadows
Our minds a cage
We flew in moonlight
Our soul won’t age
For dark once gathered
On a forsaken stage
The light, the dark, play harmoniously
Written words of a sage
The night obscured
Once dark is now pure
Our senses gathered
From a tremulous tour
As consciousness woke
From words we spoke
We found our souls not with our mind
We found our soul had escaped the beginnings of time
Though I see them not I know they exist.
The stars covered with a blanket of clouds.
One life, the span which lasts a night.
My angels, my God hidden from sight.
Tis only one night.
The Angel sits silent in the corner.
Waiting for the breath to slow.
Watching for the eyes to glide,
Back and forth smoothly beneath the surface.
Waiting and Watching for the moment.
The seconds which pass into minutes,
The minutes which fade into seconds.
Time is unseen by Angels.
The Angel steps slowly from the shadows.
“Ready for another journey?” He smiles at his friend.
“Ready as I’ll ever be.” She smiles her knowing smile.
Another journey unfolds
Another adventure foretold.
Another voyage for the soul.
For its just another night
How did you find me here?
I was alone in my mind
How far did you look?
Was there distance in this time?
It is so hard to send you away
I have hid from you
I have known you as the one
I know it is meant to be
I live in time,
Yet I am not free
Perhaps one day we will find the words we must say
My heart breaks for you
My soul aches for you
I have bled rain for you
I have swallowed pain for you
You must see, this is the way it shall be
You must leave this place
For the time here is wrong
You must forget my face
It won’t be long, you must be strong
You must leave… until we meet, I shall silently grieve
It seems unkind
The roads of Life unwind, intertwine
With each dream we seek blindly
The morning dawns and rains tears
The sun rises… puts to ease our dreaming fears…
Then passes years, silently waiting in shadow… listening to the minds reason
listening and waiting
Our time is not now
One life it will be
Together if ever
Will it be?
Will it be?
Our time is not now
One life it will be
Together if ever
Will it be?
Will it be
Ready to leave this place?
Ready to remember my face?
I am…
Dearest angel, why are you sad? Does it pain you as it pains me… how does the hole which throbs beat with nothing to fill its atriums. How does the case which houses the soul have shadows in corners with no walls for the shadow cast? How can it be that we pass through each other and feel, yet not see the beauty of thy reflection? How?
Dearest Soul, the other part of my being… do not feel as I do this moment. Do not yearn and question that which is not meant to be heard… For to know and not remember is more painful than the void which lay in its place… did you choose this, my soul… did you live this, my angel? did you place us here next to this eternity… did you plan this journey for us to be together and not speak… not touch… What say you to my call. What say you to my query…
I can feel this moment clearly… when you think and make me hear. I can feel this moment when I wake from my slumber, the trance which makes me know… I can feel this moment as the others I have felt… and yet with this moment is another end… another beginning… another cycle.
My angel, my soul… one as we may be… as it was intended to be… be with me. Please.
With Love and Light…
To question life…search for answers…is this what it means to be intelligent life?
Do we assign the term intelligent to what we have here? If someone were to come and tell you the truth, that what you see is not real, would you believe them? Would you need to see the truth in order to believe?
This is faith. One day long ago there was a time when people only had faith and that was enough. One day long ago people had each other and that was enough. What happened to that day, that time? What happened to society that would lead for the need to question and not believe in the possibilities. Personally ( as you may have known), I am all about the questions…the ones that need no answers. The questions that resinate in the Soul.
Deep down we need no truths…they are deep within…that is why the “unknown” does not paralyze us with fear. Think about what is out there and add in the certainty.
Reassured?
There are some who live with this certainty… must be freedom.
My face stings from the tears I yearned for… my mind splits from the knowledge I ran towards… my heart pains for the love I hid from… My soul aches simply to go home…
Take me home… to my love…
Free me from my mind. The mind of judgement with burdens too heavy… with implications too grand…
Free me from my expectations. The expectations of others crash before my eyes… shedding shards that bleed my heart… that bleed my mind…
Free me from my tears… Shed for healing, yet come reeling in with fears
Escape these thoughts… throbbing through my head
Escape these visions… with veils and shadows falling in my stead
Take me home… to where they wait with open arms… take me now… before I do more harm…
My eyes heavy… I see my love…
My mind is cloudy… as the sky above
For now I wait until dawn
When the sun rises
All will be gone…
Until then my love…
I wait
Journals Of Enreal 