Once there was Soul
Soul was born
Soul was alive
Soul faded
Soul slumbered
Soul awoke
Now reflection
Continue
or
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A shadow remains
I have been searching for your light
The eternity you’ve shined
Once upon my life
Once upon my death
The death I faced when you left
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Why is it that now I see
through the eyes
as shadowed and disguised
Why is it now you say
you never went away
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I know, yet I care not
for the reasons you give
pain me more the longer I live
You granted me sight once
Now you expect me to stay
humbled and chained
to my realities
which became
changed
into dreams
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Think me crazy,
what I thought I knew
now I see anew
Was it but an angels shadow
cast upon the ground
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Or simply a vision
A dream
A wish
A whisper
A fading hope
That one day we will live
Remember
Remember when the shadows danced upon mirrored waters,
The forest swayed in anticipation of your dreams.
Remember when the stars whispered to your soul,
The oceans tide waved hello.
Remember when the moon would only shine for your heart to feel,
The moon would wane and wax for your joy was real…
Do you remember when? For it was only yesterday in my minds eye. It is not in the distant past I recall the sounds of nature. It was yesterday, we were children… waiting in anticipation for the magic of this life and the next… but alas, the next came to soon… I can not remember the minute when it came. The sounds of an awakening slumber. But it came, seemingly short and important. The importance shifted… the magic faded as a mirage will when water is consumed. What then… what is this water we drink… I wish to purge and remain in that blissful state. Wonder and merriment followed us as children. For I do remember when I would smile… it was before this certain awareness…
Remember the sounds of silence,
The way the wind would echo the laughter of angels.
Remember the light,
The way even the tiniest rainbow would lay captured within the walls of crystals… showing the way to freedom was in our eyes
Remember the rain,
The thunder and lightening would try to frighten us… yet we knew the truth behind the storm Remember the snow, The wind and white… it was never cold
How we live in this world and alone experienced these gifts… these treasures of time… do you remember? I pray we shall never forget…
It’s been so long…
It has been so long since I put my words on these pages… a friend of mine reminded me of who I used to be.
I just wanted to say this… You were meant to write and share it with the world. You don’t have to give away your soul in place of motherhood. And there is no greater gift that you can give your children than allowing them to see their mother pursue their purpose… You were given such a gift. You have a beautiful spirit and I truly love you.
This woke me up a little… I normally do not write of personal things, however I suppose it is appropriate given the circumstances of where I mean to go… I mean to start anew. If not for me… for my son. I used to feel my soul on these pages, she used to sing and laugh and I swear I used to watch her dance… Now she is wandering, waiting for me to call her home, to the missing feeling I have deep down.
Until we meet again, (soon)
Enreal
Absence
Hollowed echos shatter the silence
My heart and body are filled
My soul has cleared
And now I wait
for fate
to deliberate
my future…
When the time is right I shall return. I miss this place, it was my home. Circumstances change and life grows, one day I shall return, hopefully soon and when I do I shall be different. We shall see. For now, for the few who still come, we shall meet again. Until then, be well my friends.
Enreal
Gone are the Days
Wandering here, I can not stay
Life has become I and I have become life.
Thoughts grow as does a new soul
And though I am too far gone,
One day,
One of us
Will carry on…
Dormant
I slumber and my words fade. I am slowly slipping away. Who I am to who I was are night and day. I miss my place. I hardly remember my space. I am embarrassed and displaced. Simply disgraced… while my voice is erased.
There are those whom slumber and wake to find they have changed. Some remain and others stray. I do not know yet what I may or may not do for I am still changing. Into what… I do not know. I change for others, not myself… let me find strength to go back or do I wish to remain dormant? Remain asleep so I can not see? Time will tell.
For now I am sorry
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