Shall I dance for you?
Shall I smile?
Shall I think for you?
Shall I learn?
Shall I live for you?
Shall I fly?
Shall I cry for you?
Shall I feel?
I dance, smile, think, learn, live, cry, feel
I shall, I do
For eternity
My Soul
Sacrifice
My guardians
My friends
My angels
My destiny
My Life
My choice
To hurt
To Live
To love
Sacrifice
Accept
Comply
If I close my eyes
Never to breathe again
Will it all have been in vain?
Is my destiny to manifest
Is my path chosen?
For Love of Father
Unconditional Love
Daddy dear
I saw you here
Now you are far away
I wait for the day
Although it seems I am left behind
I’ve looked and looked still I can’t find
A way to remember your loving eyes
A way to forget your sad demise
Within my dreams I hear you clear
In my mind I see you near
One day soon we will meet again
And in that I find my long lost friend
The Day
I pray for
The day when
You and I can
Sit and cry and
laugh and smile
Just for a while
I miss you so…
Time simply goes
Passes us by
Leaves some ahead
Some behind
I wait for the day
In memory of my Father… This month will be dedicated to him… his birthday… the second since he has been gone… I will be posting thoughts and poetry for him… to acknowledge him
June 14th 1948 -December 18, 2006
Unconditional Love
In memory of my Father… This month will be dedicated to him… his birthday… the second since he has been gone… I will be posting thoughts and poetry for him… to acknowledge him
June 14th 1948 -December 18, 2006
The ultimate expression of love I find in silence… thoughts… unshared emotions… they resonate deep within. Only after silence and time do these true underlying feelings emerge…
Sometimes they arise from frailty and complete release… at a moment of vulnerability… when your mold is about to shatter… there is a hand… a spirit… a force… holding you together…
The ultimate expression of love can not be known first hand… it can only be given under the perfect circumstance…
I have only seen this once, and it was only a fraction of what it could have been… it was a beautiful fraction…
This expression came to me in a glance… it came to me when I had lost the one thing I cherished the most… my father… it was a glance, I believe my father was behind those eyes… as I lay sobbing, I looked up … it was him behind his eyes… I am not mistaking love for sorrow, helplessness, pity… it was unconditional love, but I know not how to explain further… I saw a glance, a moment
I share this with you in order to explain… unconditional love can not be given or taken away… it is shared, it remains in essence and in the Soul… it is revealed… in small quantities… when we need it most…
Unconditional love is a strong force, imagine the entirety of it…
Angels
Angles are gathering
They listen contently
They feel with our knowledge
They hurt with our mistakes
Ignorant of time
Aware of Life
Understanding only God
Seeing only Light
They hear cries
They see sacrifice
They see strife
They see
Yet to them it matters not
They see, they feel
its all relative to angles
To them Life is a gift
They are misunderstood
As is Father
They do not judge
Neither does Father
Cant they see our lives falter?
when will they learn?
Cant they see we are tired?
when will they feel?
Cant they relay the messages?
Cant they tell Father?
When will the know?
They are His eyes and ears
They do not understand
To them Life is a Gift
A gift to us
A gift of burden
A beautiful burden
Catch us
We are falling
From Grace
From our sanctuary
Tell our Father
Tell our God
Angels read these words and understand
Growth…
Anais Nin:
“We do not grow absolutely, chronologically. We grow sometimes in one dimension, and not in another; unevenly. We grow partially. We are relative. We are mature in one realm, childish in another. The past, present, and future mingle and pull us backward, forward, or fix us in the present. We are made up of layers, cells, constellations.”
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