Clarity appears
Time holds its fears
New visions and tears
Drawing upon the years
Speak it clear
For your soul may hear
Truth in vision
Truth in decision
What have we
But blame and shame
To tame the flame
Or be it the same
For clarity holds fears, tears and years
As does vision with blame and shame
Speak clear… for your soul to hear
I ask of truth
I ask of reality
I ponder the mystery
Seek an illusive history
I try to understand
A language we do not comprehend
It speaks inside our souls
A language and rhythm
It is all so old
Since the dawn of time
We have always known
Since its time is past
It will always last
We will see
It will be
We will understand
All of this is beyond man
Awaken your soul
Invoke your spirit
Open your mind
Call on your body
Life is a challenge
Our achievements unknown
All our strength we must gather
All our hopes we must show
This journey foreseen
On a page of a dream
Why is it so hard
To not fall apart?
To call on your soul
To invoke your spirit whole
For what is this life
But challenge upon strife?
One day we will be
One day we will see
For the past it has been
To the present we begin
Alive in our past
A life set a cast
No mold let it fill
Or our voice will be still
Our haven awaits
Among nights open gates
The skies abundant black
No light or turning back
Our starless fortress
Our moon forsaken home
Alone in reflection
Alone in Old
Unaware of illumination
Ignorant to the light
Kept by the darkness
Veiled by the night
In this place
Light has no face
In this time
Light will not shine
It was not always so
The stars and sun did once glow
Where did they go?
No one seems to know
We seem to have forgotten
Question no more…
What purpose for this light?
What reason for this night?
I pray you can hear me
I pray you can see me
I pray you can feel me
the way I am
I pray you can follow me
I pray you can shadow me
I pray you can be with me
the way I am
I wait for you
I wait for an answer
I wait for a whisper
Can you hear me?
Can you speak to me?
Once more
Can you make me understand?
Teach to me your language?
Can you save me?
Once more
I asked of you answers
You patiently answered
You spoke so clearly
You spoke yet I cannot remember
Can you remember?
In my dream
Can you remember?
Once more
You made me forget
Was I not ready?
Not meant to remember?
My mind unclear
Was it another language?
For only my soul to hear
I felt solace
I felt whole
You shared that with me…
Why did you make me forget?
Was it meant to be this way
It felt so perfect,
It felt so near
I understood… for the first time
I ask of you once more
Why did you make me forget?
I ask of you once more
Was I not ready?
I am ready, speak to me once more…
Speak to me clearly
Be with me forever
Once more
I search to find
My soul divide
Why did you leave
To grieve or reprieve
Why did you go
You knew I couldn’t go
Time has always held
A stories farewell
For now we wait
A seemingly eternal fate
When we all shall meet
Welcome and greet
On the gates of times horizon
We shall enter the garden of heaven
As I sit here
with my hands to my eyes
As the warm tears
Stream down my cheeks I will cry
Where are you?
Why have you not come?
In this place and time?
What have I done?
Take me away
I am not strong enough to carry this burden
Take me away
I am not strong enough to make these decisions
Help me
Guide me
Protect me
Enlighten me
For in this hour I cry
Maybe tomorrow I die
For all is all
And all shall be
As life is life
What will be
Will be
Nothing can describe sadness
Nothing can provide answers
All is within, we have to believe
Until it ends, we shall not see
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