Quite interesting discussion I had, partly with Grace, then on my own rant… individual energies and collective energies. Each ruled over by some force other than our own… I began thinking of purpose and destiny, as I do so often, and dived into my Life, the random acts that followed a flap of a butterflies wings…
Grace:”I have to pose the question to ‘all of us’. And that is this: Isn’t ALL of life a series of energy exchanges?… Each and everyone of our actions is some sort of energy exchange. INTENTION behind the exchange is really at the heart of the matter, isn’t it? Enreal: “…it is all about energy exchanges… not just individual exchanges, but as a collective whole as well… that seems to be where people mostly lose their energies, as if it is too big a challenge… that is where they are wrong, it only takes a butterflies wings to cause a devastating storm…“
How are these two related? Everything is related… an endless cycle… energy behind chaos behind purpose behind life…
What was your catalyst, the energy behind your life, where you are right now… so then is chaos your destiny?
My chaos theory in brief:
Father and Mother meet under difficult circumstances
I was born and 6 months later was hospitalized for 12 months for tuberculosis. I almost died( no enreal ) =( My father always used to say, “there is a reason you lived, there is a purpose, it was a miracle”
4 years later and 2 countries later we immigrated to the US as political refugees from Romania.
Parents divorced and the rest is simply growing up and discovering myself…
Driving one day enreal came to me…
My father passed away and enreal supported me…
My chaos theory and Enreal
the butterfly flapped its wings in the form of a breath a decision a time a place… and that is as far back as I can tell… but I guess it goes back to before all time… the first spark the first light… who can truly ever understand chaos? I just got a bit confused myself… what is your chaos theory? I believe it began at the same moment as mine…
Journals Of Enreal 
You are a miracle, Enreal. I love delving into these scientific concepts of chaos theory, systems dynamics, quantum mechanics.. they are all so metaphysical.
Fractal images are some of the most beautiful art I’ve ever seen – chaos theory in motion and visual form.
I too, nearly died at birth, but not as dramatically as your story. I was born with the cord wrapped tight around my throat… perhaps that explains my difficulty now in speaking out.
You were meant to survive to allow Enreal her voice… how did her name come about by the way?
(((Zen)))… it was about 4 years ago… I was a student of business, marketing management, considering my MBA and I realized that is not what I want to do… I want to write and then I said her name out loud… Enreal. Journals of Enreal… and it stayed with me…
divine…….out of chaos comes creation….
Grace:”I have to pose the question to ‘all of us’. And that is this: Isn’t ALL of life a series of energy exchanges?… Each and everyone of our actions is some sort of energy exchange. INTENTION behind the exchange is really at the heart of the matter, isn’t it? Enreal: “…it is all about energy exchanges… not just individual exchanges, but as a collective whole as well… that seems to be where people mostly lose their energies, as if it is too big a challenge… that is where they are wrong, it only takes a butterflies wings to cause a devastating storm…“
one of the finest quote…..about breath……God’s universal life plate……
……cosmic energy exchange…….
love all….