Category Archives: Thoughts

Grant Serenity

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I get so scared
I doubt what is real

I don’t want to see pain and waste
Moments of loss

Until this emptiness leaves me
I try to dismiss the pain

Then all I know returns
From within, without my mind

I believe in fantasy
I see truths that can not be

I reach out from my soul
I see my world as whole

I wish for things that can not be
I am a dreamer

I dream for a beautiful life
Love

I wish for greatness
I wish for strength

I wish for my dreamland
Heaven

I wish to see the light
I want to read from the book of my life

I want to believe in people again
As a child believes

Ignorance or innocence
This is my dream

The Mist

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On the edge of a shadow in the mist…

A  Horizon in the darkness

I gazed upon the mountains

I gazed into the heavens

 

A dark light emanating through the dark mist

A precipice into the abyss

I glimpsed peace

I heard silence

 

“there are more stars in the heavens than grains of sand on this Earth…”

who hears the mist

who listens to the sands

who wishes for the unknown

here is the wisdom…

On the edge of a shadow in the mist…

Infinity…

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For as long as I can remember I have loved the infinity symbol. The mathematics, science, philosophy, simplicity and beauty of a symbol. One small equation that can fumble your thoughts.

Endless, limitless, boundless, immeasurable, eternal, unfathomable, beyond. Even the words are infinite.
Philosophically Infinity is like the soul, like the mind. Universally undiscovered or unattainable? The closer we look, the gateway shows a huge landscape of possibilities that are too large for our minds. Too large for our bodies.

Our souls are the closest we get to Infinity. A puzzle for the mind, where does it begin? But wait, what is it? What are we looking for? What are the terms? What are the questions?

Where does it begin? But wait, what is it? What are we looking for? What are the terms? What are the questions???

Infinity

“To see the world in a grain of sand and a heaven in a wild flower, hold infinity in the palm of your hand and create eternity in an hour” -William Blake

“I can’t help it, the idea of infinity tortures me” -Alfred de Musset

She has come

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Here I am, vulnerable to the dark
Here I lay, hiding like a shadow in light
Here I cry, like a coward I fight

Is it time, time to let go
It is time, she has come to take me
It is time, she carries me as an infant
Helpless

Do I have to carry you
Can I live without you
Shall I die without you

Let me die, if all is without you
As dark comes out of light
Nothing comes out of dark

Take apart all that I am
Leave behind the pieces of my heart
Leave me to my shattered art

She has come
It is time
Time to carry on…

All is All

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Tired and restless
My Soul and Mind at war
Broken and weary
My thoughts have drifted afar

Entering space and time
Reaching for peace
Catching a dream
That forever will shine

Along these adventures
These endless endeavors
Preceding the tales
No shadows, No veils

As the Mind and Soul escape
For as long as it will take
My spirit will follow
No shame nor no sorrow

Time will shatter
Distance will break
Space will crumble
All is all
All is fate

Familiar Eternity

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I search to find
My souls’ divide

Why did you leave
You left me to grieve

Why did you go
You knew I couldn’t go

Time will tell
A story farewell

Departure awaits
For one special date

When we all will meet
Gather and greet

On the gates of times horizon
We shall wait for a familiar eternity