There was a time when I remembered.
Paid conscious thought to the mind and eagerly waited for my dreams at night.
The nights dawned with the most lucid of dreams.
The vivid colors and brilliant possibilities.
Now the time is passed and I wait for the nights in hope and anticipation for a glimpse of the possibility to live.
Even for a moment, as I have done for eternity.
All that I dreamed and thought of myself has faded with the image I held of my world.
My one chance to be safe…
I chose and I faltered for the reality of my truths
What have I now but truths.
I forsake them
I don’t want them
Why then must I have them…
Leave me be
Alone with the sounds of my dreams