I am asking you
once
to promise me
that I’m not the reason
that it’s all in my mind
that if I left
you would know
it wasn’t you
because I know
that no matter the reason
it will always be me
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Journals Of Enreal 
thats so fucked….but so real and honest.
`thank you.
thank you bella
Regardless the place of pain that is the source . . . you are a wordsmith of the highest caliber. No one conveys emotions as well as you, my dear.
you honor me once more miss d… thank you for not noticing the source
I am asking you
once
to promise me
that I’m not the reason
Forgive me, Enreal, but I’m confused. If the person (to me it’s a she) is asking the other to promise that she is not reason, why does she say it will always be her at the very end?
Apologies for my confusion. 😛
she is asking for an easy way out of guilt, she knows the guilt and knows the cause, yet she wants absolution…
it will and has always been her burden, whether it is insecurity or deceit or simply self sabotage, she knows, yet she wants condolences, she wants to be reassured that it is alright, that she will be alright no matter her behavior or mainly her subconscious thoughts… she wants to know and be forgiven, mainly be herself
the title was going to be self sabotage, but I wanted to leave it open for interpretation.
Ahh, I see it now. Thanks for the explanation. I tend to overthink things. ;P