Behind them, I feel
the movement
the fear.
They are my eyes.
~
Beneath them, I hear
the pulsing
the throbbing
they are my cries.
~
Relentless reminders
Mortality
Reality
Heavy
with knowing
~
Knowing
the breath I fear
trapped me here.
I try to sleep, I try to breathe
but all I hear as I dream
is the thunder
that I fear within.
~
My heart
~
I am awake, though my eyes are closed. My heart beats heavy, though no one knows. The sound is noise and it keeps me awake, all the while my eyes remain closed.
Journals Of Enreal 
Restless Soul.
Indeed.
Enreal, this is simply beautiful. It flows brilliantly, and I can feel the anxiety and tension.
Simply beautiful, my friend. 🙂
thank you Tim… thank you
To feel the intimacy…
that is there
even before the words were spoken
the breathing heart…..
Once again, the fluidity of profound beauty.
Thank You.
you are welcome Stephen. you saw what was intended, and with it what was hidden. thank You
Heavy with knowing…
Goes with that song…
Very nicely expressed, enreal.
Personally, its the unknown that weighs heavy on my mind, though…
Unintended, but true… unknown… hmm… I feel it too. thanks for your thoughts Sam, always a wonder
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The feeling light with knowing will come, only it takes a while before we can accept the knowing…Sometimes knowing makes us wish we didnt know, only to realize, its better to know.
A circle of wisdom… it is better to know, but believing is the key