My words

Why must these words continue to come? I read them, write them, feel them… yet I am far from them.

Why must then they torment me? For so long they gave me shelter, for so long they gave me light. Why then do I forsake them as my plight?

I feel them shudder as they course through my veins, pulsing with the crimson tides that remain blue beneath the surface.

I taste them as they form on my tongue. some bitter, some sweet, some salty with the tears I can not shed, for they too have forsaken me.

I hear them crying from within, laughing from the heavens, whispering from the winds…

I see them as they merge with images, form as a painting of colors only to be melted away from the ridicule I cast myself…

I know them as I know myself… more so… I know them for their truths and they show me mine… I can not deny my words, yet they deny me… why must then do they continue to come?

I know. I am a failure to my dreams.

I know. I am a failure to my visions, to my words.

I know.  I am a failure to myself

My words, they hold so many dreams, so many wishes, so many lives, why then can they not hold mine. It pains me to leave them. I know I can not. I only wish them hear me, once.

Understand me, as I understand you. Make light your dreams, your visions, your way. Help me form my way, as I form yours.

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6 responses to “My words

  1. “Tired of why” is a feeling I understand far too well. Your words resonate with me deeply and I sense the space from which they came.

    One thing though; I see no failure anywhere and I am very confident that I am not alone in this viewpoint.

    Love & Hugs

    J

  2. I never believe anyone a failure….we all must find our way…even if our way is not exactly what we dreamed it would be….then we plant many flowers and hold many friends to lighten it as best we can….finding happiness…

    hugs…always a flower in your path…smiles

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