Awake

Behind them, I feel

the movement

the fear.

They are my eyes.

~

Beneath them, I hear

the pulsing

the throbbing

they are my cries.

~

Relentless reminders

Mortality

Reality

Heavy

with knowing

~

Knowing

the breath I fear

trapped me here.

I try to sleep, I try to breathe

but all I hear as I dream

is the thunder

that I fear within.

~

My heart

~

I am awake, though my eyes are closed. My heart beats heavy, though no one knows. The sound is noise and it keeps me awake, all the while my eyes remain closed.

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11 responses to “Awake

  1. To feel the intimacy…
    that is there
    even before the words were spoken
    the breathing heart…..

    Once again, the fluidity of profound beauty.
    Thank You.

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  3. The feeling light with knowing will come, only it takes a while before we can accept the knowing…Sometimes knowing makes us wish we didnt know, only to realize, its better to know.

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